Gilded

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In my somber hour (A/5)
When I feel your absence most, (B/8) I leaf past thoughts subdued. (C/6)
The silver hugs my clasped hazel floret (D/10) As I flick by memories we hold, (B/9) Counting the eves anew. (C/6)
Faultless golden wisps slipping off peach, (E/9) And heavy pouches of bruising insomnia (F/12) Embrace your pastel pools - the only full honeymoons needed. (G/15) Dawn leaves you with the quiver you seek to bleach, (E/11) And winter spares not your tumm'. (H/7)
But lest you forget, soft gingernut, I prithee listen; (I/14) These traits of yours make ours the finest collision, (I/12) Because more sweet than you there are none. (H/9)

Christmas, 2014
Washington DC

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